Horrid Hounding
The problem with choosing to stay a virgin until after I graduate college is that people keep bugging me about it! I mean it’s my choice if I don’t want to distract myself with all that nonsense, isn’t it?
Well there’s this one kid who will remain nameless who seems determined to have me as another notch on his belt! He’s absolutely hounding me about it! I’ve told him the truth; that I don’t want to be distracted from my work, that I don’t want the stupid trauma that would make me feel corny and unreal and how I just want to wait!
But I must say there is also that feeling of wanting to save myself. I don’t want my… ahem… oh-so-captive audience to think it’s for ‘the One’ or anything it’s just this feeling I have. I don’t want to give myself away to the first person who comes calling so I’ll wait.
I’m irked now.
No matter.
My grandpa came up on Wednesday evening and he’s leaving tomorrow morning so I have to remember to print up the first part of Ashen Tears for him so he can read it when he gets home and comment on it.
I don’t know what I’m expecting. This is one of my darker stories but I think he’ll be okay with that, you know? It’s not like he thinks I’m the little girl I was once-upon-a-time. Anyway, I hope he likes it.
I talked to Eden last week. I was so happy to hear from her, even if it was for thirty minutes only. I hope she can come up for Christmas but I doubt it. That would be too perfect. The world becomes very complicated once you grow up… I suppose it could be worse though. Things can always get worse.
I saw War of the Worlds. Loved it! I mean, come on, it was two solid hours of destruction! Who wouldn’t like that? The aliens were so cool looking! Now I need to read the book!
… *breaks down into waterfall-tears* SO MANY BOOKS TO READ!!! I need to make a list, I think, to keep track of all this. Sigh.
I still need to finish the stand. I’ll read some of that tomorrow and but only after I devote the morning to math and Japan.
Speaking of which; Gayle left for Japan yesterday. I would love for her to be able to have internet but I doubt it; the world is not that kind. Oh well. Without internet she will be forced out into the sun! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
What else?
Well my grandma got me the new Harry Potter book! I can’t wait to get my paws on it! But first I need to finish the fifth. So I’ll also read that tomorrow… No matter, it’s not like I hate reading or anything. But math first or else mom will skin me alive.
I’ve been writing so much since I got back from my week at dads my fingers have been cramping, not to mention my back but every time that happens I just stretch and pound the keyboard again. I would hate to live without computers but I suppose I could… Hopefully I’ll never have to know.
I’m going to try to get to sleep early tonight to be up with mom and Chris tomorrow morning so night!
Well there’s this one kid who will remain nameless who seems determined to have me as another notch on his belt! He’s absolutely hounding me about it! I’ve told him the truth; that I don’t want to be distracted from my work, that I don’t want the stupid trauma that would make me feel corny and unreal and how I just want to wait!
But I must say there is also that feeling of wanting to save myself. I don’t want my… ahem… oh-so-captive audience to think it’s for ‘the One’ or anything it’s just this feeling I have. I don’t want to give myself away to the first person who comes calling so I’ll wait.
I’m irked now.
No matter.
My grandpa came up on Wednesday evening and he’s leaving tomorrow morning so I have to remember to print up the first part of Ashen Tears for him so he can read it when he gets home and comment on it.
I don’t know what I’m expecting. This is one of my darker stories but I think he’ll be okay with that, you know? It’s not like he thinks I’m the little girl I was once-upon-a-time. Anyway, I hope he likes it.
I talked to Eden last week. I was so happy to hear from her, even if it was for thirty minutes only. I hope she can come up for Christmas but I doubt it. That would be too perfect. The world becomes very complicated once you grow up… I suppose it could be worse though. Things can always get worse.
I saw War of the Worlds. Loved it! I mean, come on, it was two solid hours of destruction! Who wouldn’t like that? The aliens were so cool looking! Now I need to read the book!
… *breaks down into waterfall-tears* SO MANY BOOKS TO READ!!! I need to make a list, I think, to keep track of all this. Sigh.
I still need to finish the stand. I’ll read some of that tomorrow and but only after I devote the morning to math and Japan.
Speaking of which; Gayle left for Japan yesterday. I would love for her to be able to have internet but I doubt it; the world is not that kind. Oh well. Without internet she will be forced out into the sun! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
What else?
Well my grandma got me the new Harry Potter book! I can’t wait to get my paws on it! But first I need to finish the fifth. So I’ll also read that tomorrow… No matter, it’s not like I hate reading or anything. But math first or else mom will skin me alive.
I’ve been writing so much since I got back from my week at dads my fingers have been cramping, not to mention my back but every time that happens I just stretch and pound the keyboard again. I would hate to live without computers but I suppose I could… Hopefully I’ll never have to know.
I’m going to try to get to sleep early tonight to be up with mom and Chris tomorrow morning so night!
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